I don’t know how, but I remember looking down and my feet just buckled and I fell. It was as if one foot tripped over the other?
I caught myself with my left arm. All my food fell out of my lunch bag into the dirty gravel.
I got up as quickly as I could so that no one would see. I looked around and I didn’t see anyone, not even a car drove by.
Usually there’s always people around, or a car… just someone. This time, no one. No one saw me fall.
I was relieved no one saw me fall, because I felt embarrassed. I made sure I was dirty… or bleeding. I looked at my palm and it was red. My arm felt sore and I started to feel sorry for myself. I didn’t know if I should report it or not. I didn’t even click on yet. I don’t want people to feel sorry for me or think I’m complaining. I don’t like that.
I went into the office and kind of wanted to cry. I didn’t have to be at work today; it’s actually my day off, but I picked up the extra shift.
I miss my kids… I fell today, and no one saw.
I got my freakin ass up today at 7 on a weekend off work day to lose these damn pounds and inches!
Motivated and pissed at the same time! 😑😫😡
Proud parent 🙂 he called us right away and we cheered! He’s super excited and we are too. So proud of you soon. 🙂
She sleeps like her momma… ❤️ Myella
My little girls tooth dilemma…
I don’t know is something you often say… and no matter how much I don’t want to hear you say it, I myself do understand what you mean when I hear you say, “I don’t know.”
Because I don’t know who you want to be or what you want to be, but I do know who I hope you can be.
I hope you become the kind of man that shows respect, that shows love, that shows kindness, and shows a compassionate heart for others. I hope for a man who knows how to care For themselves without the dependence of others. I hope you can be the person who people can trust and share their innermost feelings without wasting your time.
I hope you will be better than your dad and I.
This is what I hope for. My hope that you would become all these things is just a hope, but you always have a choice.
So when you say I don’t know, my solution is to tell you what to do. Is that fair?
I don’t know.
So my son, I love you. I love you unconditionally. Whether you make the right choice or not for your future, I will be there. I will make my own sacrifices, and one day, you will make your own. Whether it is what we want or not, it is what’s best.
My son, I will always be proud of you.