Secret tears

It’s hard not to cry when you can’t hold your child anymore.

Either they feel embarrassed or they just don’t want to be near me at this age (13 years old).

I’ve read that’s it’s just the child going through a phase, and that I should understand, But would it be wrong for me to say that that’s an understatement and that we should tell them that their attitude just SUCKS?!

Eh! I can say that I don’t care, but deep inside, I miss my baby boy.

I just feel like he doesn’t need me or want me.

Any advice? Right now I’m just quiet and I’m looking away so that he doesn’t see my hurt emotions in my eyes.

Secret Tears,
Mommy

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